So many times I tried to make my hair long...as in long, but I always failed to make it. The longest hair I ever had was down to my shoulder level, and when it reaches there, I have no choice but to cut it off 'coz it has a natural wave that makes it unmanageable. And just today, I realized that my hair is getting suck. Before I get into cutting solution, first I tied it up. But then my sis-in-law said that I looked "manang" with that tied-up hair. So I grabbed my friend to a nearby salon to cut those fly-away hair off. Nothings really change. Its been my hair-cut eversince I was in highschool, "nene look". That's why Im trying to have a long hair to make a difference "sana". Anyway, I like my hair better, I'll just put some highlights na lang for a change.

SUNDAY.....

Johann my nephew celebrated his 1st birthday at the Kenny Roger's Makati. Before we arrived, my brother was really nervous for not seeing any member of the family and got only 3 visitors present. If you were on his shoes, I guess you will feel the same way. Especially when your expected guests texted you to say: "Im sorry Im really sick, I'll just send my gift to the office tomorrow." or called up to say: " Grabe!! I'll die of traffic here, I'll be late probably". and some calls say : " I cant make it, streets are still filled with flood up to my waist...sorry!!". Well, what else can you say but just to blame it on the rain and ask yourself : "why the rain has to fall on your baby's special day..badtrip!". Or if you are the "jologs" one, you'll just scream out loud and cry like a baby. So, when my brother saw us coming with the bunch of kids, he sigh and release a smile. A minute later, the room was filled with kids and friends. Now my brother can breath. And so the party start with a HAPPY BIRTHDAY song.

MONDAY...

Nothing really special happen. Boring !!!

TUESDAY...

I found an old book at my brother's drawer. To kill some boring time, I started reading it, "The Road Less Traveled". The author said it will change your life. I'll see..

WEDNESDAY...

I went to the cainta church. I dont know, I just like cainta church better than taytay. And I like wednesday masses than Sunday. Mas solem kasi ... I can concentrate more to my prayers unlike Sunday ang daming distructors.

THURSDAY...

Just continue reading that old book. Got some realization from that book just dont know when I'll be able to apply it to change myself a little.


TODAY....

My niece Dada didnt go to school today, not because its "baha" but its just that her Mama got lazy to get up from her bed. Anyway, I make "sermon" to her and told her not to do it again. AT night I watched my fave gag show "Bubble Gang"...Hahaha!!! Michael V. was really funny :)

I can still feel the ache of my cheeks. Half an hour ago, I bumped to Jopax in the street. I did'nt recognize him at first 'coz of his new look. Actually he look more "mahangin", and with that kind of grin...hmp!, I would'nt be surprise if i'll see him one day with a black eye. So while grinning like a demon, he repeatedly looked at me from head to foot (yabang no?). I did the same thing and snob him with a "tse!!!". And just the way he used to, he grab my cheeks and make "gigil" to my face. "Aruy!!!", I shouted. That's kinda hard. I touched my face making sure its still there. Grrrr!!.. I wanna slap his face to make even. But then I realized we're in the middle of the street and its not the proper place to be childish again. And I dont want him either to see me acting like one, just wanna prove him that I grew up. But actually, I miss that. Its their way of making lambing. He's blocking my way and still grinning and "naiinis na talaga ko!", then he said : "Bakit ba? Ngayon lang kita nakita eh". "Asus!, tabi nga dyan", I replied with a smile. Then he let me go.

Yesterday...over a big fight bet. Ate and Tatay, Ate Tina walked-out of our house and pack all theri things up. Dada though silently crying, came with ate. Im the one really sad coz Im gonna miss her. I slept for long hours since Dada was not with me, I dont need to get up early. But just this morning, I heard Dada calling me so I jump up to my bed and run downstairs to see her. (OA ko no?!) Well, Im just really glad coz you know I treated her as my daughter na eh. Just as usual, I prepare her "baon" and my brother send her to school. I got off early coz Im excited to see Dada but then again, ate get her but she promise to bring her back anyway.

Seems like Dada overjoyed her school break that she extended it until today. Im so mad of my ate for not bringging my niece early at 6Am so I could fix her up. Its already 7Am and Dada is really late for school. My brother decided to petch her, and they're all sleeping still. What a lazy family. So Dada is absent for today. My Dad call for ate's sermon. But I think its useless, coz my ate never listen.

Its the baranggay election day. I went to the public school where votation held. I got only three candidate in my list including Carlo. Though I hate him, I still voted him, after all he's still a friend. So many room in the school and it took me 30 min. to find my room. Finally I found it. In that room someone recognize me as Nhel's friend. I dont know her but then I ask her why he knew Nhel Sunga. She said they're officemate. I was in a hurry coz my brother is actually the one in a hurry and he's getting mad of me b'coz of my "kabagalan". So I didnt able to ask her why he knew me. So my voting is done, and the most hated part of the voters is putting ink to their nail.

Its still raining hard. "Sarap matulog , kumain, matulog uli.....sarap buhay!!!" But I cant I have to work coz I have no more money. I gave my last money to my Dad for his medication. My phone bill and my cell prepaid card is waiting plus all this "pahulugan". And my nephew will be having a b-day and already promised my Ate a gift. Oh my... how can i escape from all these expenses.

Sunday......

It was a stormy flooded night, Me and my brother was riding in a motorcycle facing a stormy weather and almost see nothing but a few car lights. Behind us is an ambulance with my Dad inside. My Dad is running out of oxygen and his color was already changing so he must bring to the hospital no matter how hard the weather is. We were running so fast and my eyes cant stand the rain so I just closed it and prayed for our safety and also for my Dad. We brought him to a nearby hospital but theres no more room for him. We decided to admit him to Polymedic Hospital . Because Im too wet I asked my brother to drop me home and just left his motorcycle there. They left me home, but I couldnt sleep coz I was thinking of whats been going on.

My sister called and told me the result. I cant believe that its all because of not well chewed green mango that choked him so badly and caused difficulty of breathing. Doctor said he has a weak lungs so he must be careful not just in eating but everything. After he took that mango out, he's back to his normal breathing.

I wonder if Carlo is suffering from amnesia. For the second time he ignore me again. Im really mad and i hate him. Dont he remember how close we were before? We went to school together, ate in one plate together , played nintendo together and strolled around together with his motorcycle. He's like a brother to me and almost everyday we're together until he got her japayuki gf. Now , as if he doesnt know me as in total "dedma". Baka naman, he's not him. I mean its a clone or its his twin brother or maybe he just forget to wear his contact lense thats why he didnt notice I was there, almost infront of him. Or he just dont wanna remember that once in his life I became his friend actually his bestfriend. He's totally diffrent now. Even Onak, our friend notice how much he changed. "Na-dedma din kasi sya". We dont know him anymore and I miss the old him. I miss his company.