Roma called early in the morning to tell me their plan of going to baguio. Thats good.. I need that. After all Ive been very bored here so I really need a break. The problem is I dont have a budget for that one week vacation. I need to have an extra income. So right now Im planning to look for a better job with a better salary.

Francis

I'm on my way home and today my fave basketball team is playing so I have to catch up. But because of stupid traffic, I didn't able to make it. I really hate that traffic and I'm sick and tired of it. But what the hell can I do? I'm in the "Flipland" so I have to live with it.

While waiting that long heavy traffic to flow, I suddenly thought of Francis, a campus hearthrob during college. He was popular then and almost every girl in school, including me and my bestfriend, like him and want to caught his attention. I didn't realize myself grinning. Probably the girl in front of me thought I'm "baliw" hehehe!! I just cant help to smile when I remember how he approached me and Roma at the library. Yup! you read it right, we're at the library. Not because we're playing geniuses or something, but because we knew he was having a research there. We're two tables away so we could make a good sight of him. But we're surprise when he came over to us and asked for a book about hypothesis. I didn't know any book about hypothesis so Roma just told him to looked for sample thesis filed in the 2nd floor. He gave a shy-half-smile then he go, not to the 2nd floor but outside the library. After a few minutes he went back and said he couldn't find it then he pulled a chair and joined us. Ha! Ha! As if we didn't know where he's been, we knew it... its just a very used pick up lines. And that started our friendship.

I wonder where he is now. Rumors said that he's married and now working at Johnny Air Cargo. The last time I saw him was when we congratulate each other during our grad day. I hope one day we bumped to each other and have a little conversation and then we will exchange numbers and so on and so on.... Hmm? Sounds like I'm missing him huh! .Slight

I temporarily adopted my niece, Dada, so now theres a little changes in my routine... I have to wake up earlier than I used to coz i have to prepare everything for Dada before me, coz she have to be in school before 7am. A little sacrifice but Im glad she's with me again. I also have to sleep early coz she will not go to sleep without me. So I have to go home early too thats why i didnt have time to open this page. But now im still in the office so I have to go home na... coz she's probably waiting...gtg!

I work overtime today, i just dont feel like going home. I wanna go somewhere but i dont wanna go alone. I tried to contact Roma but she and his husband go somewhere. Its really hard, if your friends got married and got no more time for gimik and everything coz they have to spend more time for their family especially if they already have a baby. I miss my friends and i miss going out with them.

im so bored today.....and im so bored of my life. Its really boring when same thing happen everyday.

So heres my boring daily routine...Wake up at 6am, watch the morning news while having a breakfast, take a bath , brush my teeth, dress up, put a little make up and splash some cologne then go to work. After 8 hours of work, packed my things then go home. As I got home, I will have my dinner , brush my teeth then take a bath and watch telenovela or watch video until my eyes get tired and then i sleep. So my day end just like that. I want something new in my life, some kinda adventure, some excitement, some color. But the problem is in me... Im weak and afraid of turning on to other truck.

whats in a dream?

I wonder what is the meaning of our dream.A year ago, I asked jash, a dream spealist (daw), about my dream but he didnt give an answer until he's gone. Now, i dream again of loosing my shoes, and i looked for them but i just couldnt find them. So what do you think does it mean?

oh i love to sing... I've been singing the whole day. Dont think something special happen. I just love singing. I miss doing this, singing infront of our scary mirror, imitating my fave concert artist you know, im desperate to be a singer. Back in highschool Ive been joining a singing contest and im always a loser. Then in college i join a group singing contest and as usual....we lost. So atleast infront of the mirror im a winner and im the star.

Yesterday, was my sis b-day. We thought it will never be happy after her husband was arrested for pocessing an illegal drugs. But on that day too her mother-in-law paid the bail so they set him free. If it is for me, id rather let him suffer in jail for a couple of months. Anyway, my sis decided to live separately for a while until her husband recover from his addiction. So my sis live with us along with her 2 daughter while her husband live with his mother along with his 3 children.

So, my fave niece will live with me again. I like that coz Ive been missing her a lot and she seems not to like me anymore eversince she live with her mom. How i wish to have my own daughter so i will not borrow her anymore. But first i must have a husband. Hmm?!! and who could that be? maybe i should put it on ads saying "WANTED PERFECT HUSBAND" what cha think?

Got a long distance call from my Uncle this morning. I'd like to talk to him and thank him for the rubber shoes but my Dad was talking to him a lot and looks like no intention of handling the phone to me. So I just shouted "THANK YOU!", i hope he hears that.

Tomorrow is my cousins b-day and also my sis b-day. who else having a b-day? Anyway, I better be off to office early to buy them a b-day card. Thats all i can give. And oops...i almost forgot. Its Wednesday today and i just happen to be very religious every wednesday. Mass will start at six so i have to go...bye!

Hostage

its still the topic of all news on TV. And i still feel sad everytime i saw this hostage-taking happened last Friday. It could not happen if the police are not stupid to just stand and watch the 4-year-old Dexter dying in the hands of that psycho. A lot of chance to save Dexter since the hostage-taker was not covered by anything and just walking around in an open area They could unabled him while having a negotiation. But they remain "usi". Anyway, they're all fired now.