Time goes really fast. I just realized that it's already 6:00pm when Eric tapped my window to say goodbye like he always used to. I felt like its a busy day but I accomplished only one transcript. There's too many things to be do yet too little time to be done. I even have to take home some work to be able to meet my deadline or else I'm dead. So tired and I need to go..

Back to sadness...back to blogging..

For the past few months I've been confused, sad  and lonely. With this kind of feelings I need to go back and remember how happy I am before. I'm afraid that sadness will change me. So I thought of opening my blogger again and read what I have wrote 12 years ago...

12 years ago... blogger was my friend and I told him everything that happened to me. As I started reading my old post, I found out that it was the same person I am missing now and blogger witness those moment of sadness and when that person came back to my life, I end blogging. Now that he leaves again... I'm back to my only and trusted friend... Blogger.

A lot of things happened after 12 years. My father died 2 years ago and It was the sadness moment of my life. I still miss my Dadi-yo coz he's not just a typical dad but a friend "ka-tropa". Those days of hardship in finding a job was over after several times of failures and disappointments. I had a stable job now and just recently promoted as Supervisor. My bestfriend  came back and we became closer as before. I fell inlove with him and I thought he is too but just a year ago things changed and our friendship became complicated. And now, I am suffering with this dilemma.

I don't know how will I able to avoid him 'coz the last time I did, it caused only pain to both of us and we promised not to do it again. He wanted to keep our friendship. I want it that way too but I don't feel okay. Though is hard but I wanted to move on without him in my life. 

Good Morning!!

Im up from bed early today to make a 15 min exercise. Usually I wasted my time watching unang hirit and waited the clock to reach 6:30am to start. I'm like a zombie while going down the stairs...my mind was still dreaming. And my coffee was already cold before I even drink it. That's the reason why I got late. But now, it seems that my blood are well circulating. My mind was totally awake and active...I felt really good. Plus my Dad prepared a delicious breakfast...perfect morning.

No Gimik

In just a few minutes the bell will ring...and it did. It's time to go home. I supposed to be jumping out my seat and grab my things and go home, But here I'am still sitting infront of the computer blogging and posting of no particular topic. It's the end of the week... Friday Madness as the gimikero calls it. I missed it so much... gimik. And though I'd like to go out my friends are no longer available. My officemates are the anti-social type and most likely to spend time with their family. But I'm still lucky to have my brothers always available to treat me out. But syempre iba pa rin yung friends mo kasama mo...I guess I just miss them..

Old Pictures

I scanned a few old pictures of my friends I saw in my little box. Ang sarap balik-balikan ng mga happenings namin when we were in college and gimik was our life. That chapter had just ended and this new chapter of my life started with a boring one. Good thing there's blog to blog on atleast it kills some boring time.

My first post for 2003. Well seven days ago was great...fun...exciting...just the same as last year. I had a list of resolution which I think I cannot make and I already failed to some of them. Just like I forgot to go to church on the first wednesday. I dont wanna make a promise but I'll try to make it today.

Anyways, Roma's baby turned one last Saturday and they celebrated it in Max's. I came 30 minutes before the party end but I'm not alone. Maggie came just a few step ahead of me. I didnt recognize her 'coz she reduces a lot of weight and she got a long hair this time...she looks like a celebrity...I mean she is. The last time I saw her was Roma's wedding and that was a year ago. She came alone 'coz Brando and their son was in Carmina-Zoren twin's b-day party. Since we're both like gate crasher, both late and both no gifts ( I'll buy one today hehehe!!!), we joined tables together. She started a loose talk about our nonsense friend while waiting for our meal. Whats new about Jinky? Well, I dont care about her escapades anyway so everything she said came in and out of my ear. Thanks God the meal is here!

Got very busy for Christmas so I’ve no time logging on and blogging on. Anyways, these what happen during the week…

Noche Buena… I prepared my undying macaroni salad na muntik pang pumalpak. Buti na lang ate Lennox came to the rescue and it turned deliciously right. Kuya Jhay arrived 10:30pm along with his surprise. It was really a surprise when he came home with a girl, and what’s more surprising when he announced that they’re getting married soon. Well, you just don’t know how timid he is and I just can’t imagine how he able to get a girl. Anyways, we gave her a warm welcome and officially included her to our family. Kuya Noel and family dropped by at exactly twelve they went first to their in laws. While my other brothers spent Noche Buena to their own house lang.

Christmas Day… Who else couldn’t come…Kuya Roy and his family, malayo daw and its traffic na raw. They called up anyway. The rest of my brothers came for lunch and to collect their gifts and gave gifts. My cousins from Canada called up too and so my friends. Some of my friends texted me but I felt disappointed when I texted Jeremy and he replied : cno ka?. One month lang kaming di nag-txt eh di na nya ko kilala? O baka somebody else owned the sim or the one holding the cell was his girlfriend. Whatever! He didn’t bother to greet me then fine, he’s not the only friend I’ve got.

Day after Christmas… I felt really tired…so I just sleep the whole day.

Today… preparing for New Year.